Thursday, March 31, 2011

~成绩~

期待已久的成绩终于出了!
期待吗??
其实我不会去期待
不过觉得早点出,可以早点处理事情...

很平常心的拿成绩
真的非常平常
一点都不会紧张的>.<
因为我不记得所答过的东西
不记得自己写的好不好>.<

8A 2B...
我没开心
但也没不开心
平静到...

妈妈说差喔
不过我也觉得不好
因为我其实可以拿更好的
为什么就是无法督促自己>.<
责怪自己
看来得给自己压力>.<

但...
现在才是真正烦的时候
有兴趣的科是商学和心理学
在左右摆定之后
终于选择了商学
可是该读哪?
问题大了~~~!!!!

头痛~头痛~头痛~
新加坡...我的梦想...
asean scholarship是我到达我的梦想之桥
可是我填了一半又停
继续填后又停
我舍不得吧?
放不下
我不怕自己一个到远处
可是就是放不下
该填吗??


utar是我“最后的选择”
也就是说不到最后
我真的不打算选utar
毕竟越来越多人读了
感觉好不特别
我不喜欢>.<

mmu...
之前没想过的
可是通过某人知道mmu后
对mmu产生兴趣
毕竟是有排名的
应该不错吧?
五星级叻...
马六甲...我不怕远...

mmu & utar之间我一直做不出决定
昨天和william谈了后是决定mmu了的
可是今天又被动摇了>.<

我好烦...
弄到很不开心...
我再也无法明智地作出决定>.<

昨天william说着要找个自己最相信的人谈
我答他:“没有喔”
不是没有
而是我每个都相信
哪里选个最相信啊>.<
再加上最近不喜欢和人聊天
很懒>.<
不想和别人谈啦>.<

haiz~看我语无伦次酱就知道我多乱啦>.<
救命啊~~~~!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

LifE iN nS =>>>KEM SYRUZ

many ppl are unwilling to go to ns
but for me
apa-apa sj la~
if go for ns can gain experience
if not going, i can earn money
2 also not bad =P

now~ after my ns~
i never regret to go for it
life in ns...not bad...good...
i just can say good but not "nice"
because sometimes i will feel like wan to go back from ns
especially when teachers are yelling =.=

ya...is yell...
some teachers especially the biawak like to yell
dont know why...
i am curious that how their throat can stand for long period yell
my throat cant stand for it
is my throat's problem or them?
i hope to tell them that actually i cant understand any word of them if they are yelling
but not dare...
hope somebody wil dare for it

besides, other is stil okay
1st time, i live with other race
3 month...it's not short but not long also...
it's not bad...n my bm hv improve XD
i can speak in malay~

they like to say about my way of speaking...
is that weird??
they say "CUTE"
CUTE ???
i dun think so...
although i am selfloving
but i wil self-determine also
they say "nice...like to hear i talk..."
haha~ they like to say so... i just can admit XD
for reward, i wil talk more XD

i like the activity in ns especially outdoor activity
i more like the life there
like the feeling of big family live together
i like to know many friend
n ns gv me the chance to know many friend of other race

i am not going to write the feeling of activity here
because the feeling hv passed
what i wan to write is the name of some friend that i knew from ns
n some special memory

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mira = i like to fool her...haha...she is CUTE...i always say that i wan to steal her snacks from her cabinet(my key can open her lock=P)... she wil become so worry n protect her cabinet...it is CUTE!!! XD

sira tinggi = i like to joke with her...haha...i always say her that "tinggi tapi tak guna"... she wont angry.... the response that she gave is laughed loudly n told others that i said her "tinggi tapi tak guna"... is that funny?? i dont know...n dont feel so >.< but all also laughing together...nevermind, whatever~ the important is happy~

zeila = i dont like call her zeila...i like to call her pakistan~ haha~ i like the way she talk n her action...haha~ i dont know it is consider as 侨 or 型 (sorry for my vocabulary is bad, i just can write in chinese) ...but is special~ she is nice=)
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actually still gt many....but i am lazy again >.<
sorry for that >.<
i am lazy >.<
LAZY~ LAZY~ LAZY~
hope u all can understand=P
if my ns friend can saw ur name here
that not mean i dont rmb u
is i am lazy~
i wil put u in my heart n brain^^
here? dont care so much XP

stop at here for i start to feel sleepy
I WANT SLEEP!!!
sleep is important....
so~~~ bye~
hope myself n everyone hv a sweet dream~^^
nitez~~~

sorry~

long time never write my blog
feel so sorry to my blog><
sorry~~~
i shouldnt leave u alone here~
haha~ XD
actually many thing wan to write here but no time
n lazy XP

now hv time...i think...
haha...now is time to sleep...
but i not sleepy...
stil so alert...
so~
let's update my blog =D

Sunday, March 13, 2011

I M BAK❤

just want to say that...
i m bak^^

actually there are many thing i want to write out
but suddenly feel very no mood
so~write it when gt mood la~=P

BYE~